Thursday, May 1, 2008

So Mind-Numbingly Tired

Was it this intense last time? Maybe it was but I just don't remember it being like this. I wasn't this big either. Last night before I went to bed my belly was as round as it was at 7 MONTHS last go-round; I'm only 3 months this Saturday. I'm stunned; and more than a little petrified of what the remainder of this pregnancy is going to look like. Like many other women I've spoken with, I'm just not enjoying it all this time so much. I guess the newness of it is over; I didn't even mind the bad parts last time. This time I just feel like a crappy mom because I can't give Suz all she needs. I'm really really tired.

Speaking of Suz; she's so big! So not a toddler anymore! She makes her own food; she picks her own activities; she doesn't need help on the swingset, and her vocabulary blows my mind on a daily basis. Watching her grow up is absolutely the best thing I've ever experienced. She is truly a gift.

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