I guess I can probably chalk it up to hormones. Does it sound hormonal that I'm near tears and sick to my stomach because I sent Suzie off to school with a sandwich that she might not like? I keep picturing her sitting at lunch so excited to see what she's eating and opening her sandwich box only to find her leftover egg sandwich from last night and then feeling sad that that's what I gave her. :( I try to give her really good lunches. I don't know what I was thinking sending her off with that.
I want to go home.
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Wow, you are such a terrible mother! I can't believe you would post such a thing, I can't believe you would even admit to it. If I were you I'd erase this post right now and never speak of it again!
But seriously, I know how you feel. It's so hard to feel that weight of their precious little happinesses on our shoulders. I remember one time when I dropped Rain off at preschool and we have a usual hug and kiss routine but I was running so late that I just ran off without going through the routine. I didn't know whether he cared or not but oh god I felt so guilty and bad about it for weeks! It was our routine! He depended on it and loved it as part of the start of his day! How could I be so selfish to take that away from him!!??
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