I've made no progression in at least 3 weeks. My due date is tomorrow and I appear nowhere near labor. I know, I know, that could change at any time. My ultrasound today looks like the babe is about 9.75 lbs; they'd like me to schedule a c-section for a day or two past 41 weeks (next Friday or Monday). It's all ok, I guess, I'm uncomfortable and mildly anxious; it's my mom and mother in law seem the most concerned. My mom because she's THE MOST impatient person in the state and John's mom because she's not really happy with not being able to plan her work schedule.
But you know what I really want to do? I really want a non-pregnant body that can go for a long walk and do about 100 squats and lunges. I remember feeling like this last time as well, my ass feels like a bowl of pastry-ready butter and flour. Pretty, huh? :) I cannot wait for a couple weeks post-partum so I can start working out again. Is that sick? I feel like I'm kind of sick for looking forward to that but I am so tired of being soooo untoned and floppy.
1 comments:
Why do they want to do a c-section instead of induce you? For a second baby that's not that big. I'm sending lots of labor vibes your way. Little one will come when he's ready. Try not to be anxious -- meditate on your beautiful strong birthing body. Don't let others' impatience get to you. And I soooo know what you mean about getting the non-pregnant body back. Love you, M
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