Sunday, November 16, 2008

I'm not doing well.

Ben was born on Tuesday--no c section, I just went into labor Monday night and had him early Tuesday afternoon. My doctor said I had two weeks before the PPD would kick in and that I'd have time for the medication to start working but she was totally wrong. I can't stop crying. Suzie's not doing well. I hate that she's so sad. I've broken out in hives over my whole body and am having panic attacks because I'm so itchy. What have I done? What the fuck?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I don't know about two weeks until PPD kicks in, but I do know that the two weeks following the births of my boys were the most insane times of my life. The things I thought, the things I believed -- definitely the craziest I have ever been. I'm sorry you are struggling, my friend.